MiRei

03:54 pm: bye bye
That's it...I can't have two journals at once. toooo confuzzling. wanna read about my life?? go to my XANGA!

Ju CHaN's Xanga

so long livejournal!

08:46 pm: blah!
I feel like blah...dun feel like doing stuff...grrrr! -_- well..I'll just finish watching this disney movie, and then I'll start moving. haha

08:23 pm: 00(-4 800(-4!!
lol okie okie so i be back! hehe..i guess...so now i hav an xanga AND a live journal. uhh..woo...whoo? haha yea wuteverz den so i better go away from tha computer nows. needa eat. hungry! blaahhh

07:50 pm: LIVE JOURNAL SUX! you can now find me at my xanga

06:06 pm: i'm so pissed
okie, meeh and mai friends are all plannin on goin cosmic bowling on saturday to kinda celebrate on finishing the midterms. so wut mai friends nd i were plannin on doin, is go to the orleans, hang out in the arcade, reserve lanes, and then go bowl fer lyke an hour or 2, since bowling doesn't start until 9. well mai mom says that it's too late to be out. i'm thinking, wtf! i mean, i've been out later then that!! i dun care if i dun get to bowl long or nething...shit.. so yea, i'm realli pissed ryte now. maybe i'll try to reason with her again. maybe she'll change her mind..

09:00 pm: funny thing..
ya knoe, a funny thing happened today... well, i went off to youth group, and my mom had dropped me off. While i was in the car, my mom asked me if i could get a ride home, and i sed yea. cuz there always is sum1 to take me home. and so i go to youth group, and it's time to leave, and when ms. sandy says she can give me a ride, i just remember that i don't have my keys! so then i call up the house to see if my mom was home yet. i call about 4 times. so then it was me, ms. sandy, mika, and their brother. (i ferget his name) so then their brother is all like, he could break through the window, if it's not the clamp kinda lock. we look, and it is. their brother tries to jump the gate, and when he fails in his first try, i just open it up. meanwhile, mai dog, Whiskey is staring at us from the sliding door. he starts jumping, and their brother starts encouraging him to jump. i was like, "it's not like he can open the door" so then he was telling me that he can unlock the latch. and he did!!! ^___^ i was able to get into the house!!! (^__~)V hehe now he's mai "spare key" if i ever forget mine.

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12:22 am: Winter Break Bash!
yea! todai was Arlynette's winter break party. hehe it was so much fun! i got to giv out the pix fer clark's sadies. i had to correct so many pplz tellin them that wayne isn't mai boyfriend... it sux so very much that he can't officially be my boyfriend..

so yea..anywayz, at first i was all writin stuff on the back of pplz pix, then we got to eat pizza! XD yum then there were Filipino carolers! it was coooool! me, angie, mariel, and heather were all goofin off and crackin ourselves up. den we got to all start dancin. yea, i hafta admit that i started freakin, but it wasn't like i was freakin with anyone. and at least all mai friends knoe i'm not lyke that, so yea. hehe heather also brought in sum Happy 2B Hardcore! yupyup, i started gettin mai rave on! lolz and then we started singin videoke! aka bideoke! (pronounced bee-dee-oh-ki) lolz FOB! there was this one girl who sang hecka good! i think her name was heather. not heffer heather, just some other heather. (and callin mai friend heather heffer, is just an inside joke. i lub her!) hehe angie kept on making comments with the love songs i was singing. always sayin stuff about meeh and wayne...i wanted to hurt her. luckily mariel got to hurt her when she made a comment about mariel and sum dude... hehe yea, and that's all!

09:16 pm: sadies!
yea yea, sadies has passed... ^__^ 'twas fun! hehe. unfortunatly i dun hav ne time to talk about it. there's sooo mcuh to tell! juss informing that i did go, and i stopped counting down cuz i found sumthin else to keep maiself busy! hehe aiight then, so bai

08:22 pm:

this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan

RED Zest. Desire. Excitement.

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Just as red sits on top of the rainbow, you like to stay on top of things. You have a zest for life. Remember that red can speed up the pulse, increase the respiration rate, and raise blood pressure. It is associated with fire, heat, and blood, so it is impossible to ignore. And so are you (or would like to be).
The key words associated with red are winner, achiever, intense, impulsive, active, competitive, daring, aggressive. Red people are exciting, animated, optimistic, emotional, and extroverted. Desire is the key word (see "ardent" and "passionate" above), so they hunger for the fullness of experience and living.
Now that you have all the good news, let's hear it for the bad news. Since you crave so much excitement in your life, routine can drive you bananas. Restlessness can make you fickle in your pursuit of new things to turn you on. It is hard for you to be objective and you can be opinionated. You have a tendency to listen to what others tell you and then do whatever you please. Patience is not one of your virtues.
However, you are an exciting person to be with, and alwasy stimulating. The world would be dull place without red people.

09:31 pm: 4 days...
hehe 4 more days until sadies...yea i knoe i'm a freak. haven't been able to get in contact with wayne... *suspicious look* he better have been kidding when he was sayin that there's this one girl who wants to ask him *glare* whoever she is...she better back up!! lol j/k j/k j/k

07:33 pm: 5 days!
yay! 5 days til sadies!! we got our sadies clothes already. on sunday wayne and i met at silvestri to give me mai shirt. it's realli cool! ish tommy and it looks like it's a yellow shirt over a navy blue shirt, but it actually is one shirt. ish nice. i think we're gonna look kewt wit our matching shirts!! ^^ oOoOoOoOo!!! 5 days 5 days 5 days! ^_________^

08:07 pm: troubles...
heh ummmhmmm troubles. well, see mai mom and mitch have been in a fight fer about a little more than a week now. and todai mai mom told me that she told mitch that she is quitting this relationship. now, i dunno if this is realli gonna happen, cuz this always happens when they have a fight, and then they end up back together. i dunno, it's just been so hard fer me and crud. i'm wondering if this is why my mom is scared to let me be in a relationship. cuz...well i knoe how to manage my time and stuff fer that kinda thing. but i dunno. yea, that's a whole other topic i'll talk about later when i feel like it. =P sorry i'm lazy. so...i dunno how things are gonna go for now. but, i'll try to just move on...i mean, i've been doin' it for most of my life.

08:19 pm: The wonderful day called...TODAY
lunch today was certainly interesting... we always do weird stuff, but this has to top them all! our entire table started playing telephone, and we would purposly change what we heard around fer kicks. It wasn't a good thing that Ashley and Vicky were playing. They changed it around so much, that it was all perverted! okay. like, one of em, i heard it as 'Michael likes bananas with honey suckle' and then it ended up as something sooo wrong... one of em ended up with skinny dipping with chocolate pudding in someone's pants. and another one was about how Jessica keeps giant salamy dildos in her backpack. don't anyone think i act like this, i don't. this was all Ashley and Vicky's fault!! we stopped after being greatly disturbed...

Ashley was then being a freak and threw a wafer at Micheal(the sophmore one) and so i yelled at her for wasting food, and told her to eat it, after it's been on the floor. so...she did. oh, and after playing Telephone, Ryan was all disturbed and kinda stuck one of those frito twist thingys in his ear and dropped it on the table. Ashley then was sticking out her tongue all grossly trying to eat it. Cause Nina (Christina) told her to eat it. Vicky was all holding her back and all, so then Ashley stuck it in her nose, then got the attention of her sophmore friends at the other table to look at her. and i was just lmao. it was funny in a gross and disturbing way. the principal then came over and had a talk with her on why she is acting immature. here's how it kinda went. i don't remember it word for word, but it's close.

Principal: "Take that out of your nose."
Ashley: *takes chip out of nose*
Principal: "You should start acting your age. You are acting very immature."
Ashley: "But I'm this many" *holds up 5 fingers*
Principal: "What are you all, freshmen?-"
Ashley: "-No! I'm not a freshmen, I'm a sophmore!"
Principal: "And who are you trying to proove this to?"
Ashley: *picks up stuffed animal on table* *shows it to principal*
*The principal walks away and points at Ashley for the dean*
*Ashley eats chip that was in her nose*

Yea, and from there it was just...blah! lol


Okay, yea and today i just got mai pix developed. they turned out okay. in tha pic of meeh and wayne, i look fat! i look fat and scary and much older and crap. o and i look hecka light skinned. stupid flash. the pic of meeh and him doesn't do any justice to how we look.

mmmkay i gotta go and eat! mai mommy's yelling at meeeeeeeh!

08:18 pm: statement taken the wrong way
ooo okie. yesterdai in P.E. i was all poking at mai scab when waiting in role call. mai best friend, christina, then started hitting me telling me to stop. she kinda hit me hard, so i hit her back. we kinda started 'sissy fighting' and then i yelled "It's my body, I can touch it if I want to!!" i didn't think twice about what i said, but i bet most of the locker room heard me. i of course was talking about poking at mai scab, but realized how wrong it sounded when mai friend, Melody, looked at me strange and said, "o-kay, that didn't sound right..." so yea, after thinking about it for a second i felt like such a freak, expecially because of how loud i said it. i couldn't stop laughing. i think i'm gonna be tortured about this for a long time... x_x

09:50 pm: Love Life...
hehe...yea...okay, as some of u pplz prolly knoe, i like this guy, Wayne, that i met at Christine's homecoming. With Kenny, i'm just thinkin friends would be the best thing to just stay as. Ya knoe? But anyway...it's kinda freakin meeh out if me and Wayne become an "item". hehe... prolly mostly cuz i knoe that mai mom would freak out, and i can't keep it a secret if it happens. it's just weird, cuz i can't imagine maiself acting lyke how all those girls act just because they have a boyfriend... well anyway, Wayne and I'll be goin to Sadies fer both of our schools, and I'll prolly try to convince him to come to our Winter Formal. *twitch* he's been askin if it's okay if he freak dances with me... *twitch* i told him that i dun want to...! but it's hard to explain why and junk. grrrr i needa kick 'im fer that! well ANYWAYZ we're trying to plan to meet each other somewheres... he wants meeh to meet him at the mall. errr not sure how i can convince mai mom to take me there.. i wanna have him come to go see tha ring. stupid christine...got grounded cuz of her bf which is now her EX! -_-* yea, well anyway...i guess that's it. okay den later...

12:59 pm: Christine's Homecoming
Okay, well...last night was a night of a lot of firsts for me. First homecoming... (even though it wasn't mine)
First date...
First slow dance...
and my first kiss on the cheek...

Now, lemme start at the beginning. (yes this entry will be VERY long...but isn't it always?)

Now I arrived at Christine's house in a hand-me-down dark brown dress with sparkley chrisanthamums <--errr can't spell... (u'll get to see a picture of it when i get mai film developed) Now, christine was still getting ready, and began putting on make-up. She wanted me to have some on too, but then I told her that if she wants me to wear make-up she'll hafta put it on me, cuz then i'll juss jack up mai face.

When we got to Clark HS, we stood in a hella long line. x_x we saw Harry there, Christines BF (yes, Jessica, I took a picture of both of em) but then Christine told me earlier that she wanted to break up with Harry cuz they got into a fight when Harry told Christine that she treats him lyke shit. I say that the reason y he says that is cuz he's concieted and wants all the attention to himself, but she should still give him a chance. And then I was told at the end of the homecoming Harry took back what he said. it's all just confusing.

Now, Christine started introducing me to all these pplz. And then she introduced me to one of her guy friends who introduced me to even more pplz. o_O (did i loose you yet?)

okay okay here's where I'm getting at. The guy introduced me to Wayne, and he didn't have a date. He said that his date ditched him, so he asked me if I wanted to be his date for the night. Me, being the undecisive person that i am, said "i...don't care..." (it also didn't help that i was shocked that someone asked me...i mean...it's...ME!) ANYWAYS we slowdanced and junk...i was shaking in fear that i would step on him and fall on mai face lyke the klutz i am. was kinda confused at the floor. No...i'm not going crazy. the floor had material on it, and i kept on thinking i was stepping on some random's person's dress! Well Christine then saw me dancing with Wayne, and was lyke "you're supposed to dance closer!" she then took my hand causing me to hug him tighter. she then kinda changes her mind on how to position me and then takes my had and places it down to his butt. X_X I quickly snatched my had away from that area, being more disturbed and frightened than I was earlier. Geeze, i mean, i barely met the guy! Yea yea, we held hands a lot...blah blah blah

When it came to the faster songs (cuz they played them every other time along witht he slow songs) i was VERY uncomfortable to dance. Cuz at first, i notice that he was kinda freak dancing with me...*collapses* so i would just stop being all scared. Good thing i had my lil purse backpack thing!! ya knoe, i would like to see his face a little more, cuz he was either behind me (er..the fast songs) or my head was on his shoulder, (slow songs) *thinks to self* can i be any more discriptive than i already am?

The last few songs came, and i was feeling more comfortable. He wanted my number, "just to talk" he says but i said no, cuz mai mom freaks out whenever a guy calls. (*twitch* she already scared every single one of mai guy friends!) Christine's gonna give mai AIM sn to him when she sees him at school and junk. I had Christine take a pic of meeh and Wayne. Then Christine wanted to take a pic with a kiss. o_O <--that was how my reaction was. she then just yelled "Just on the cheek! Just on the cheek!" so Wayne kissed me on the cheek, and i have a picture to proove it. ...yay?

NOW THE BIG QUESTION JESSICA, BRITTANY, AND RACHEAL MAYBE THINKING AFTER READING THIS! no, i don't really like him to be more than a friend. He knows that I have never had a boyfriend, and want to fulfull mai mom's wishes to not have a boyfriend. We barely me, we barely know each other, and i doubt my personality is even close to his type. Throughout the homecoming i was really quiet and shy. now, on the regular basis u know that i'm crazy, and obnoxiously loud. o yea, and a dork. I start jumping around whenever I hear any type of rock music, and he doesn't like rock. and biggest thing of all, long distance relationships don't work out. (at least that's what i think) and i'm not sure he's too much of the faithful type if it were a long distance relationship. i say this cuz he said his original date ditched him, so he finds me, and he told me that he's gonna try to make her feel guilty. i doubt that would work, cuz a lot of his friends saw me with him, and even his cousin saw me with him, and all that junk.

Now overall, i had a good time. it sure did beat sitting around at one of the tables watching couples slow dance while i'm just there to look pretty. I met a lot of pplz, and if Christine had another kinda dance she wanted me to go to, I'd go. *shrug*

03:59 pm: A NEW POEM!
bwa ha ha i wrote a new poem. i wrote it in the journal i carry around and i must share it with the world. ...well not really but...ummm yea.

Aishiteru...
Never leave my side
You want to say "I love you"
I see it in your eyes

It doesn't matter what you say
If you're happy
So am I

Yet a burden steals your one true smile
What is wrong?
I must know why

"We cannot stay together" you say
"We must part
It's almost time"

"Then my heart shall be yours forever" I say
I'll love you always
'Til I die"

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